♥hearts are magnets

gasping

2010-12-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

feel like blogging on this cold cold night.
im pretty stressed up and tied up by money issues. its so pathetic. after christmas and chalet and all those shit, im absolutely BROKE. im DRY. LIKE TOTALLY DRY. i feel so upset that i only have so little money left in my wallet and i cant touch my bank. i dont want to tell you because i dont want to let you think im so pathetic. its so difficult to survive and keep trying to hang just there. im gasping for air trying to dig money out. so much burden, bills, gifts transport, daily expenses. im not happy at all.

2010-12-15T00:46:00.001+08:00

yes, friends always<3

2010-12-08T00:20:00.001+08:00

Hello. i miss you so.

2010-11-18T23:40:00.003+08:00

i know i am of no use to you. but i thought you would be there for me.
but you just shove me aside right now.
i see your priorities so clearly now.
i don't even stand a single space in that heart of yours all along.
Whatever i do, i can never win your heart.

2010-11-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

My blog has became a place for me to vent out my unhappiness. Everytime i feel sad, i want to blog.
I'm so unhappy right now. sweet nothings are always easy to believe, but we often get cheated in the end. Promises are always broken, are always lies to make u fall into so deeply and hurt us badly.
We were so happy then. And i was confident again because of what you said and promised me. But things are different now.
You were never there by my side.

沒關係,我很在乎你

2010-09-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

Love happens so fast.
And i miss you really fast too.

Pretty upset nowadays. Think heaven's really unfair to me. Why take away my dearest things away from me at the VERY VERY wrong time? I wanna excel with you, grow with you, learn with you and be with you. But we had to be separated at this time when im deeply in love with you. Blame on me stupid, didnt study hard enough to pass and proceed.

Feeling really really lousy these days.. and i miss you so.

2010-08-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

im getting better but startin to get stressed up at schoolwork. projects are coming my way and im so pissed with my members. argh.

多痛都可以不能没有你

2010-07-23T01:09:00.002+08:00

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

2010-07-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

you're free but i'm still stuck.

因為還愛你

2010-07-21T10:25:00.002+08:00

有些事情
我也說不明白
想和你在一起為什麼捨不得分開
或許我軟弱也害怕失敗
但有你的笑容就能讓我再站起來
你曾問過是什麼讓我對你難以忘懷
我也曾經想過這種感覺說不出來現在才明白
因為愛~所以愛~
珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開你不在
懷念空氣裡的對白
因為愛~所以愛~
讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬
我才明白
一切都是因為愛~~

2010-07-19T00:35:00.002+08:00

happy birthday elaine! thanks for being by my side this period of time, i really needed it.

its only day 5 today. :( do you know how much i miss you? no matter how i try to keep myself busy, you cant get outta my mind. i survived today but screw myself. i have another week awaiting me. im afriad i cant do this anymore. yesterday you misunderstood me, do you know much you broke my heart. i never wanted to stalk you, i just needed to know you were fine.

i just hope one day we can put down the barriers in our heart and start facing each other again

we used to smile so much then.

2010-07-16T23:10:00.004+08:00

all our smiling moments. see, there are so many of them. why must we keep dwelling on with unhappy stuff. i miss those times, dont you?

2010-07-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

today was day 2.
i fell sick.
still, i miss you. but i wont cry anymore.
you dont like me to cry. i wont do anything that you wouldnt like.
tdy i had lunch all alone, i told myself i need to be strong and start learning to be alone.
htet said i grew up already, but i teared again.
i think im trying, trying to hard.
afterall, im not as strong as you think.

2010-07-15T07:41:00.001+08:00

today is day 1.
when i woke up this morning, i cried. because it was so real. reality sucks.
i wished i could turn back time.
i cant forget you
i miss you so muchhh

2010-07-12T12:28:00.000+08:00

all i ever wanted was for you to know. everything i do i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need you here with me baby.

2010-07-12T02:05:00.000+08:00

"When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar."

the saddest thing on earth is still loving someone who used to love you.

2010-07-10T18:59:00.003+08:00

i still remember the time when we first knew. at yogurt place. how i thought you were cute and how i've never imagined that i'll end up with you. i never regret falling so deeply with you because you were my everything. you were all i have. you made me feel so safe, so lucky, and so happy. those were the best times of my life. and then after we got together, i was a total bastard because i always neglected you because of my friends.you cherished me so much at that time and all i feel was being so loved and safe. i didnt know how much you mean to me at that point of time. i didnt know you soon will become my life. i treated you like myself. indeed, i treated you better than myself. i just wanted to always know that you're fine and happy. you were all on my mind and i was crazy over you. i loved the way you talk to me till dawn, love the way you bring me to eat all the nicest food. i love you so much. and then we had a problem soon later. i swear to myself to wait for you and never give up. because i never wanted to lose you to her. in the end, lucky me got your love back. and then everything was smooth till something happen again. there were so many ups and downs in our relationship but i never wanted to give up because i love you. i dunno how much tears i shed for you because i dont care. all i ever cared about was you, and only you. and now, at this point of time. how devastated i am. i cant think, i cant eat and sleep. because i need you here with me. i know you dont like me to cry. so i wont cry in front of you. i cant forget you because everything i have is all bout you. my bag, wallet, slippers, ezlink, and even all the stationary in my pencil case. my life is all about you. how can i lose you. i'm lost and i cant do anything because im afriad you dont love me anymore. its useless when you lost your feelings for me because i'll never get your heart back. everytime i see our photos, i'll cry. we were so happy then.

but

i feel so empty now. so scared. scared of almost everything.

i really really need you. i need a warm hug from you, telling me everything is fine.

i miss you really really muchh ben.

2010-05-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

telling myself not to put too much into us. but i cant, cos im already hurt.

get a life KOG.

2010-05-25T00:34:00.003+08:00

KOG represents kick out group. apparantly you belong to KOG since like the day you were born. dont get to proud and irresponsible about the way you try to defend yourself and to push the blame to us. you were the minority and we all agreed that you did nothing. so dont princess your way around. you want me to try you? fine. i lose. cause i dont even want to care what you taste like. it's most probably gonna taste real bad.

2010-03-19T11:32:00.003+08:00

This is number 1 photo of us. im not afraid anymore. i want to tell the world you mean alot to me, benjamin :)

2010-03-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

i know daddy objects. tat's because he doesnt understand. he always dont understand. mum too. i dont wanna communicate with them because they dont understand how impt you are to me. i dont care so much. i just want you. i dont want them to be our obstacle. i want our promises to last. i pray, things would get better. i want them out of my life.

2010-03-17T12:07:00.000+08:00

i dont care so much, i just want to be with you.

how i want this to be.

2010-02-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year guys! dont we just love new years? free money out of a sudden! however, it was rather boring for me this year cos i was having my dumb periods! CRAMMMMMMPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! ARGGHHHHHH! hate it.. so my chu 1 was zhu 1. cos i was a pig sleeping. gotta rest, butt bleeding.
so hey buddies, how did cny go for u?!

Alrights, today.
went for a really expensive buffet today at Pariss(marina) for like almost 50 per head. gosh, pocket burnt.if you're a really seafood person, raw or cooked, you're gonna think its worth it. they serve really fresh seafood that i feel like puking cos its too very fresh! but its really really fresh like, omg.. i cant describe. hah! but was kinda wasted for me cos i was only hogging onto the prawns and the bbq section. sharksfin soup rocks. and i dont eat sashimi. you see i waste like 20 dollars away.. ok.. time to save up again. i have burdens to clear.

looking forward to this saturday's visiting to kt's house!

i know what you did for me.

2010-01-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

everytime i visit your blog, i go to the archives. and i start thinking how things would be now if it happened. i feel bad when i saw how much u did. im sorry j.

hello again. im blogging. surprised? lols, visited my polymates today. honestly, i feel like a total extra going back to the school because im no longer student. i missed it. but i hate it. then to work at jp. hey guys! im working at suntec city carrefour's yogurt place tmr and this friday! come support me alright! Yogurt is good for you:)and omg i saw kt tdy. im glad she was wearing the num bag we bought for her. and she bought the 1 dollar yogurt icecream from me. im so boreddd at home everyday!!!im really tired but i dont want to give it up. with hardwork, comes results. i wanna last. so im trying my best. i miss the old times.

i want, just you.

2010-01-26T10:59:00.005+08:00

lol. to see me blog, is it a miracle? lol.. i wonder if kongting and shiyan-theblogfanatics still read it everyday. haha.

its a tuessssdaaayyyy! and ever since i quitted school, all i wanted and wished for was for monday to come. because there's u on monday:) and i cherish that! life is so boring without work or studies. there's totally nothing to do. and i start wandering off into my dreamworld.. keep telling myself tat there's something wrong and i start worrying. just one word- sian. i miss my friends, ALL THE FRIENDS old and new. you guys are all studying and that's so right. im not right. im not doing anything with my life. fbing everyday and just waiting for your call every night. but that call is difficult already. * sad face* im broke. so im trying to get all the money i can get. by getting my manager for more slots. and this is what i get. wed- jrp, thurs,friday- suntec,sat and sun-jrp. im working like a dog starting tmr. and i dont want to. sucks man.. can u imagine how tiring it can get:( but if i dont work, i have no money=.= and i need money! i have debts:( and i just settled one only. i still owe sy money and i dont wanna drag any further. ok, another date im waiting for is 7feb. that's when my salary comes. im working on chinese new year, sad uh? hah. double pay, im grabbing it! cos anyways, you wont be here. so whats the use of staying at home and think think and think. so guys,if you feel like having yogurt on chinese new year, REMEMBER TO VISIT YOGURT PLACE JURONG POINT ON 14 FEB MORNING 1O-3 OK? cos i'll be there. it'll be great to see my friends:) and what's more.. it's VALENTINES'DAY!! and 14 feb is definetely a day to remember for me. its cny, valentines', and our tenth m. and you're not here. its ok.. i can drown myself in working for money money money. im 17 only, and i have money issues.. this sucks. im eating maggi curry mee. i love it. all the msg. hah, im webcamming with evonneeeeeeeeeee now and the wtf hair. htet paing has serious hair problems.hmm, i must find my own programs today:( meanwhile, goodbye!

If you ask me..

2009-11-28T01:46:00.004+08:00

if you ask me, i'll say i miss you guys. and the sad thing is i want but i cant. and i bet you guys feel the same. everyone's occupied at at least 2 areas and we miss each other at the same time. but to neglect one side and satisfy the other side is a tough thing to do. but again, we still miss the times. new people keep appearing in our life and it feels like everytime there's someone new, someone old would be forgotton. i hate this. i miss you guys. and i miss the other guys too. im greedy. i want to have you all.

2009-11-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

im updating. because shiyan and kt wants me to.

努力

2009-09-15T20:38:00.001+08:00

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

2009-09-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

course posting is out. i got into ee. i dont feel anything. i dont even wanna get into any engineering course anyway. so whatever, i study wat you give me. 2 and a half years from now, i can get my hands off anything got to do with engineering.
im so looking forward to tml:)

看不见你的笑, 我怎么睡得着

2009-09-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

letmehopefor:
all the good things come to an end:)

Sacrifice

2009-09-07T01:04:00.000+08:00

there was a blind girl
who hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone,
except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'
One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her.
When the bandages came off,
she was able to see everything,
including her boyfriend.....
He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world,
will you marry me?' The girl looked at
her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her.
She hadn't expected that.
The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a
note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes,
my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

2009-09-04T23:22:00.000+08:00

hate the weekends. its like pushing myself into fire and burnt myself although i know its gonna hurt. despite knowing all the pain, i force myself to go inside really deep.. and deeper each time. and time keep dragging, and im soon turning into ashes.

short distance happy.

2009-08-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

i am happy. but i dont know how long it will last. it will definitely stop on saturday. how about next week?

happybirthday!

2009-08-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH POOTEREE!
----------i miss you sooo much--------------
you'll always be my best friend. the one that's always there for me, the one who loves taking ridiculous pictures with me and the one who treat me to newyorknewyork with a candyfloss cake on my birthday. i miss you so much aisyah! contact me soon ok!

i need to be assured.

2009-08-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

i wont get freak out by just one fcked up msg of yours. you're the loser now. get that straight. admit what you did. don't just delete. dont be such a disgrace. squirl up like a mouse and try to achieve your disgusting sympathy over what you did. grow some hair and for goodness grow up baby!

taking what's not yours away.

2009-08-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

i hate you bitch. you're a total fucktard.you're an idiot with little hair and a pea size brain. yes, i hate you. i hate you for you. you shouldnt even appear at this time, where everything's so nice and peaceful and so happy. you snatched the peace and now you wanna create peace for yourself. loser. your over sensitivity and attitude disgusts me to the core. your disgusting dress sense too. dont hold on too tight, you'll end up not getting anything. and that's my biggest wish come true. bye slut.

taking advantage.

2009-08-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

compro exam today was a flunk. i fcking forgot about it not till ytd midnight. wtf. kelly's so gonna screw me up. went to far east after school today with enqi htetpaing and evonne. cos enqi wanted to eat the kungfu toast! and i super wanted my kungfu milktea. bringing the laptop along was a total burden. im glad huaiyi's ok with her issues already. she looks so cute when you laughs to herself. and enqi will jump when her boyfriend calls in the middle of the sea or something. hah. everyone's so happy , thats good. compro is finally over, except the stupid miniproject where i have to do alone. wtf. stupid function. oh ya, i've figured out how to include winniethepooh in ur output. just put include. hah. okay, im just freaking joking. im looking for my dream heels but i just cant find it.charles and keith's having sale around singapore. and i cant help but walk in everytime. htet paing is currently psing us over____________.(you know who). hmm, i miss my friends. kongting elaine shiyan. hmm. after exams, lets catch up alright.i havent got to walk ion orchard yet.(like throughly)okay la.. im so tired already. byebye.

doesnt mean i dun mind means you can bully and hurt me like that.

all about you

2009-08-08T14:01:00.000+08:00

its august 8! one day to national day. i just met htet paing for lunch and he gotta leave. yay i've lvled up for rc

to keep you to me.

2009-08-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

another stupid friday has gone. let's just repeat 5th and 6th august over and over again because those are my happier days. the last happy days. i miss my birthday evening. exams are coming and im not doing anything. suppose to buck up now but my heart's not there. i feel shit today. i feel shit ytd. i said something i shouldnt say. i never wanted to say it. if only i continue acting like i dont mind.. friday is my day. and she took it. no fair. but i cant take back what i said. i was stupid. i wanna fight it over. i think i can win. my fb profile is flooded with birthday wishes. thanks everyone. im so tired of permed hair. hah. but i chose it. so i gotta live with it. managing it every morning is a total tough job.
im gonna start mugging tomorrow.exams. please be over soon.

i really really, want to keep you to me.

aisyah

2009-08-06T14:41:00.001+08:00

hey aisyah. i saw your post! thanks alot girl. im soooo glad you didnt forget my birthday and u kept those very ugly pictures of me. where on earth are u right now? i miss you soo much too. im at canteen2. are u?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-08-05T12:14:00.005+08:00

hihi! its my birthday and i received 22 facebook wishes and 22birthday smses and 6 online wishes. thank you! haha. ok.. 2 secs ago.. pamela wished me.
THANK YOU: Kongting(the first 12am), elaine,yanjun,choonkiat,htetpaing,shiyan,irene,jinghui,ernest,cindy,jerry,hanlong,shinyi,raphael,karmen,nigel,joanne,and Ben!and alot of unknown numbers.
and everyone on facebook!

2009-08-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

whoo hoo!! its my bday!

going 17..

2009-08-04T22:52:00.000+08:00

hi people! im going 17 in 1 hour and 8 mins? or is it 18 mins? lols. haha. im so happy.
zhaojie wished me like 2 mins ago.haha. he's the first but its not even 12 yet! haha. okay.
happybdayto me!

you were my favourite mistake.

2009-08-03T11:05:00.000+08:00

its 3rd august. you're back.
but im terribly sick. and stupid kelly thought i pon her lesson.
so. im not in school now. and i have nothing to do at home. kelly wants me to contact her for extra remedial. damn it. i doubt she believes im sick.she's alway suspecting people. wth. i heard leslie's not in school too. but he's gg for lab test later. should i? im feeling so fainty lor:( and i'll most probably fail it too.
damndamndamn. i must see a doc later to get mc :(

2009-08-02T12:41:00.001+08:00

i cant post pictures anymore. the toolbar's missing? how uh?
and you're coming back today. im jumping with joy.

Absence makes the hearts grow fonder?

2009-08-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i changed my whole restaurant city to green wallpaper and grass tiles. i feel disgusted. sick people make stupid decisions? im sick, just like everyone else. its a C6 disease. huaiyi and then alex, and choonkiat and leslie. now me. and great, htetpaing drank my water. he's coughing like a dog now. sorry. i dont wanna spread. but i've gotta get my revenge. its either choonkiat or leslie who spread to me. no fair. lols. just joking. i knew it'll come anyway. my fever is up and down. dunno if i can work tomorow anot. and there's the vietnam trip meeting which i don't think i'll be able to attend anyway. supposed to go for fishing today. but we all decided that we were too tired. furthermore,im feverish. here goes my cca points. damn, i have dance test next week. hope i don't look like a log. actually wanted to go for night cycling but i thought it was on wed. instead, its like now! too bad. yay. my bday's coming soon and i'm so happy. because it's dion's birthday too. there are so many august babies. i hope choonkiat's getting better and alex quack too. i miss quacking u man!i kinda miss my straight hair now. cos curly hair is difficult to manage. jeslyn is super retarded on webcam. she doesnt get tired of being spastic. maybe its just her. okay. im supposed to be resting now.but im not.

you're not here. thats why it feels weird.

beautiful disaster

2009-07-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

finally some time for me to blog. long since i've updated. anyways, it was elaine's bday last week and im glad you like our surprise. okay, now i've run out of things to blog again. tml's parent meeting, and my mum's gonna screw me again. becos she's always so kpo and troublesome. she's naggy and my teachers aint gonna stand her. hate it when she wants to be an extra trying to meddle with my issues and stuff. im 17 and im big enough to make my own desicion. the whole parent meeting thing is a total loser. no one in my class is going and its a total embarassment that my mum still treats me as a kid. that's disgusting. anyway, my life's screwed. nth's going on well. i feel emo. and really emo. but im not that kinda slid wrists idiots. im just feeling quiet and feel like being rude. but anyways, ignore me. life sucks when you're thinking of so many things in ur heart and not even knowing a single shit about it. and i got a fcking pathetic 6 for my retest wherby i almost passed by 2 marks in my first test. it was a totally waste of my time. okay its 2 midnight. and im workin tml. so bye.

i cant help it that you look like an angel

2009-07-10T01:12:00.004+08:00

this is for goh kongting! girl, we owe you one dinner treat.. i wont forget k.

havent been updating. but seems im free now and i dont want to go to bed. let me blog. as usual, i flunk my common tests. and im trying to mug for my retests. went for make up lesson today for my dancesports. early in the mornin, from 8 dance to 10. from 3 dance to 5. freaking cold aircon in class. but i had fun adjusting the temperature and THE FAN SPEED ytd during compro lesson. im alot better at my computer programming now and im glad. but when you mention my electrical tech( eltech) , its a total disaster. this is the only module i thought of giving up. it is so not my cup of tea. even mechanics is alot better. i only failed by a silly 2. and shit damn it, i have project presentation tml. and i dunno how to teach the class. not feeling very happy these days becos i have a heavy workload all piled up on me. and i have 4 tests coming next week. and 14 is an impt day. and my retest is on 13, 22. and elaine's bday's coming, so is mine:)gosh, and exams are coming too. and and and. there's too many things! and im 111111111111111111111 x1000000million billon someone( if u understand what im trying to get at)life sucks, so do u.. bye!

kiss the rain

2009-07-05T23:58:00.003+08:00

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

Its hollow inside

I never had your love

And I never will

2009-06-18T22:49:00.003+08:00

stupid denise! since she's been good of not blogging my secrets in my blog, i should blog about her good life with me for two consequtive days. I'm currently tonning at her house in split bed. Damn. Super special bed I swear! its like when you wake up, you find yourself lying partly on the floor and on the so called "bed". The bed splits. Woot. your must be wondering how well i'm sleeping alright. super bored now la. asshole. DENISE, YOU CB! Ha.

STOP READING AND FUCK OFF!

2009-06-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

nothing describes me now. i am just feeling happy.it's finally the holidays and im so glad over the fact i had my shopping spree yesterday. school has been tough, at least for me. and lesson number 1 after my tests are 1) Never to not pay attention and sleep in class( try). hate all the last minutes. my workers at RC are sooo gonna die. cos i just stupid-ly spend 8000 dollars on a stupid fcking song. now my worker's gonna starve! kongting must be surprised to see me blog. i know she wants to read my posts. ha ha ha. elaine permed her hair. im waiting for mine to lengthen first. good things must wait... ( with patience ) im hoping for a hair dye too with the curls coming.watched drag me to hell with my friends. and they totally freak out. haha.. cindy ng number 1 super freaked out. and this is the first time i see kongting cover her ears and scream in her heart. haha.. nice show indeed. and i wanna watch blood. but its M18. I CANT WAIT TO BE 17 AND THEN 18. because i want to learn driving. and yay, i can drive to school if i can. and btw, where is shiyan again?! you come and go..
and yay, bought my everlast tank with kongting and she's regretting it now cos the colour describes a "different" meaning.hah. im so laughing at her.
omg. i just woke up . lol, i dozed off with the lappy on my lap.okay byebye

2009-06-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

helllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooo! im only updating because kt wants me to! haha, i love the wed meet ups. make it sound so united! haha.. school is still fun! just tat studies.. im really trying to buck it up. okay.. nth to say.. hope kt's exams pass with flying colours. wish for me too!

You be the tree, and I'll wrap you like a Koala.

2009-05-15T22:30:00.011+08:00

the car me and hy made!

another speedy friday and im back to blog becos kt wants me to update. school has been tough especially for me becos i suck at maths and physics. but thanks to my great friends who had to put up with my ununderstandable attitude. haha. meet elaine like almost everyday to go home together. huaiyi is sick today! and i hope she's really fine becos she really look sick. and then i was stuck in the lift with a bunch of silly boys surrounding me. my class boys are damn cute. and i think we're really united! go p1c6! haha.. and the class blog is rotting. met up with kt after school and dinner at jp. really happy to see kongting cos i can tell her soooo many things. met up with elaine nigel after that. hung around at yogurt place and took a ride with kt home. meeting kt shiyan cindy elaine tml!!! woohoo! damn happy and excited to see them!!! especially shiyan. i think after i see her tml.. it will be another 10 yrs later i'll see her. im really really happy!!!

you're so impt to me that the least i need is ur support. but all i sense is disapproval. and the funny thing is, both we ourselves dunno why you're doing this. i hope u support me just like how i support u in every single tiny lil thing. you are my bestest friend and that'll never change.

2009-05-03T00:25:00.005+08:00

yay im blogging im blogging! haha..

im super burnt now! cos i went sentosa with kongting, jeslyn,karmen today! its damn pathetic man.. but it still is fun k!

met up with kt and elaine last week and im gonna post photos!

and sentosa today!

2009-04-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

finally a time to update my blog. my blog is totally rotting. it is like day xxx of my poly school life and im still enjoying every bit of it.. except the fact that my bag is heavy and i mean VERY VERY HEAVY.. and its like for EVERYDAY! DAMN,with my 2.5kg vaio and my lecture notes and textbooks, i die every single day. nagging and grumbling everytime my friends climb a long flight of stairs. today was a super fine day. i love math eg1 tutorial. do fnish then can play com. and left4dead in class was a total failure. we started killing each other lol. stupid alex set fire in the house. then i die before the zombies could reach me. stupid alex stupid alex stupid alex. lol.

and omg i finally found someone exactly like me. someone who could be as sotong as me. ppl who know my sotong level.. haha.

she thought she lost her wallet and only realised that its in her bag. what else? she bang her head on the fire hose thingy today. damn sotong right. haha.. JUST LIKE ME. i hit my head like daily. haha. my class consists of a bunch of fun loving ppl. especially emran alex and huaiyi.. all my closer friends. though there are only 3 girls.. the guys are pretty fun to get along with too! and im very very happy to have them becos they are always there to help me. help me get around the school cos im a total direction idiot. they seem to understand watever the teachers are teaching and are always helping me out. i went for dance trial the other day.. dun think it's my cup of tea. stretch too much and too jazzy already. haha. and damn it.. i joined dancesports for my sports and wellness. and if im not wrong, its ballroom dancing! lol.. nvm. i pei huaiyi. haha..

tml is thursday and my wwss besties promise to go home together cos its the only day we all end 5. yay.. tml is a damn slack day! looking forward.. and friday labour day have to work.. sian! don't even feel needed there anyway..

and i've already tried all the chicken cutlets and teh peng of np canteens and mankan place. haha.. i think emran thinks im crazy. cos i eat cutlet EVERYDAY. and teh peng like 2 to 3 times a day. and i keep peeing in school.. they think i have a bladder problem.. but seems like they dun even pee man... i super dun dare to pee in block 50 after all the stories. damn.. and i heard we must bring thermomether tml! cos of the swine flu... alex's mum ask him bring mask =.= ahahaha...

met up with elaine just now with a 2 awesome surprises. glad she's happy.. haha.. kongting! i finally get to see u.! haha.. saturday uh saturday! deal uh deal uh! haha

yay!!!

and emran mention the word pretty today! then he dun want tell me about wat.. walao.. u owe me that sentence man emran!

and huai yi.. stop slammin ur hp around pls.. and alex stop burning me in left4dead and continue helping me with hw or i really feel like a bimbo. haha!

okok.. yay yay byebye!

2009-04-25T00:38:00.016+08:00

yo.. its saturday already cos it's 12++ now. my poly life has started and today is np freshman hop night.. all the dance and the very very giddy shining lights. my poly life started with my mde freshman camp. the camp i'll never forget. especially baby pool! the one with all our wasted food for 1 day put into a pool and we have to get in and get hotdog rice.yuck man.. and tat sl i'll never forget.. the one who used a overnight fried fish to scrub my hand. damn. but i love our mass dance! haha.. and we got a champion for DANCE4FUND competition. go MDE!! go ACERS!! haha.. new days at np is good.. except lunch time at makan place.. freaking crowded. my course is full of maths and physics.. not only maths.. its A MATHS... which is worse. but im still coping alright.. class with our lappys, with food, smses ringing, and freezing aircon+ free dressing is awesome! and there's a wwss alumni in np!! and im soo joining! i joined dancesports for my sports and wellness class......... and most prob dance club for cca.. my new friend is huai yi.. and she's one of the 3 girls in my class.. lots of nice guys in my class.. especially those who help me with my laptop.

2009-04-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

omg i want this. LG lollipop!

2009-04-11T13:11:00.002+08:00

new work friend! heh..

2009-04-09T23:06:00.005+08:00

mummy dont want take photo with me:(

fish n co!

banana world!!!

banana mama..

kt refuse to take with me:(

i ask her to take me with the yogurt.. she purposly cut the yogurt off..

green tea mix with original flavour topped up with kokocrunch! awesome!

berrylitefrozen100percentfatfree!

hello world. 2 days of off days and i love it cos i went out with elaine and kt. went like shopping spree with elaine at hurs and bugis. elaine is crazy ytd. see what buy what. ppl got card ma.. so different.and then we spend hours in the fitting room trying on the same design but different colour clothes. haha, really fun and we snap some pictures! elaine has a much more upgraded phone then me now and my phone just totally sucks. the value now is like 60 dollars only. and my plan only ends in june. suck man. and if i wanna get a phone before my plan ends, i'll have to pay an additional 100 bucks. damn. but i cant wait, well.. at least my phone cant. its like corroded at the charging area due to some stupid water intrusion. and i promise you.. i drop my phone EVERY single day. its like a routine. to drop ur phone. so i need a change. everyone's so into touch screen phone nowadays.. i wanna get the LG phone.. the beauty pink one.. its gorgeous.. but im afraid its not very user-friendly. hmm.. okay. but im glad i'll be able to change my plan to the poly student plan. FREE campus calls and UNLIMITED smses to ALL service providers:) no longer free to singtel only. yay. oh ya oh ya! there's this new shopping mall beside bugis street. it's called iluma mall or something. its huge! and theres this new movie company call flimgarde. all movies 6 dollars only!!! haha..and kt and me went back today to watch, actually the unborn.. but she was super late they didnt allow us to buy the tickets. so in the end, we watched mall cop. the popcorn also cheap. and i bought cherros( if its spelt like this)its super cold in the cinema.. plus we bought icecream yogurt.. even colder. and kt refuse to hold it during the movie. hah.. after the movie, we walked around.. and i saw really cool stuff.. i bought a lipgloss cum balm.. its really nice smelling.. and they have alot of flavours like mnm and reeses peanut butter flavour.. but i bought the berry smoothie flavour.. not very ex but not cheap too. and i bought 4 chewy juniors for ben and elaine. haha.. i gave the puff to ben infront of aunty and i think she's jealous cos i buy things for ben and elaine and she doesnt have it. who cares anyway? and that ben is super rich.. buy iphone liao then now buy omnia... ohya.. back at jp.. kt still wanna watch movie.. this time.. we watched the sniper. got edison chen!!! damn handsome man!!!okok.. then we went home after that:) working full shift tml with ben and elaine. cool:) it''s good friday tomorow! gonna be damn busy.. oh ya...friends!! must come support me tml cos got commission tml..!! must come support elaine and me.. haha!yogurt is good for u!

4g gatherin

2009-04-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

back to post! ok nth to post. byebye

nails.

2009-03-31T13:28:00.006+08:00

my favourite cake!

i look stupid and the clothes sucks! freaking oversized.

elaine with her magnum yoghurt fresh icecream.

kongting dazing and smiling to herself.

the drip inserted into my poor hand. so many needle holes now.

4g's gathering.. suppose to have jeslyn's face but kt cut it.. her photography skills sucks.

i took this, that's why its normal!

omg i think kongting's coming back today. yay! and i uploaded some pictures yesterday:) i wanna show everyone my favourite DIY cake made by kongting and elaine. im so proud of my friends especially kongting.. cos its the sweestest thing she ever did for me. thanks best friend. and they took a photo of me on the wheelchair lol. and pictures at the hospital. im back to my work.. the very tiring everyday work non stop one. but im so gonna spend some quality time with my best friends. normally, ppl have 1 best friend, or we're suppose to have just one. but i have alot of best friends and they're always at the top priority.and oh ya, im gald aisyah tag me in facebook all the awesome photos we took last time. that's alot of photos. im glad you havent forgotton me and u still keep the photos! call me soon k.

2009-03-30T08:54:00.002+08:00

i miss 4g. haha, i miss school life. work life is getting boring oredi. hmm, i miss my friends the most. not that we're not meeting, it's just that i miss the times we hung out in our school uniforms. i'll soon be unable to picture that scene in my mind anymore. shiyan and kongting in school uniforms beating each other, deniseyap eating damn freaking slow in the cafeteria, elaine talking rubbish and me, always getting bullied. lol, so many times they keep me out of class and lock the doors. i miss the food too, the very long queue wherby we always take turns to queue and change. and the milo competing session. and zhenyang's rubbish in class and john lee , always very blur. and aisyah's laughter. ah, so many things. miss nitz too. and nowadays im damn bored. stupid kongting left without saying anything, leaving me alone. elaine is working opposite shifts as me, we become hi bye ppl.. shiyan is only available when you call her out, which is. trust me,, its damn difficult to contact her.. but anyway, i''ll like to thank her for getting my body apricot scrub for me. and cindy! we must go get the prata session soon k, plus the neoprints k:) kongting, come back soon!

2009-03-28T13:02:00.001+08:00

goh kongting! when are you coming back?!?!?!

so blessed to have my friends.

2009-03-27T17:25:00.003+08:00

im back! from from from...the hospital! haha, MIA these days cos i was hospitalized :( boo. was rather sick. sick since last sat.. then it worsen and then i've to be admitted. took so much of my blood:( my arms are bruised already. and then i couldnt eat and i have to put on the drip. kept on puking and giddy spells. okay, and im alot better now. haha.. and becos of this, i missed jinghui's birthday celebration:( so sorry jinghui. and then i miss the cake making session also. staying in the hospital was terrifying. you meet all kinds of people. and this is scary. my whole ward was full of old people. and i'm really out of place. i got admitted at like 4 midnight, so its scarier when its dark. the doctor came the next day and becos i was feeling pain in my stomach, plus all the vomitting, they suggested i do a scope. scope SUCKS. its inserting a camera tube through my mouth into my stomach and check things out. they suspect a stomach ulcer. shit it man. i was scared out of my wits. i did the scope thingy on wed. early in the morning, they came to bring me. i was all alone and i was freaking scared. i was crying like hell. haha, and then i vomitted. think i was overly freak out. they sedated me. but i was still conscious during the scope. damn it, i thought i wasnt suppose to feel anything. thought i should be "sleeping"but i felt it. and then it was done in like 5 minutes. then they sent me back. and i continued crying. haha.. but i felt very uncomfortable after it, so i kept crying. and i broke record. i didnt eat anything for 4 days. i puked out everything i ate. hospital's food was horrendous, although i dunno why the granny opposite me ate like she never ate any food before. yep, and so many bad things happen.and then and then, on wed night, the granny next to me passed away. see! its tat bad. and the granny opposite me had a heart attack. okay, but the most blessful thing did happen. my awesome friends came to visit me:) im was like super touched. although they tried to lie to me bout some crappy things. but then.. THEY CAME! and i was overjoyed. shiyan, boonying, kongting and elaine came and they one by one said 1)WHAT 2)ARE 3)FRIENDS 4)FOR? OMG LA.. they are like the sweetest friends heaven ever gave me. and then i didnt feel so sick anymore. and ongshiyan bought me some fish essence.lol, dunno how to eat. and then they damn crappy. they bought fruits. like 1 each. 1 apple, 1 dragonfruit and dunno what. and elaine's mum made me herbal tea. and my best gift is the cake they made from icing room!the get well soon cake. omg my friends are like super awesome.so they made things alot alot better for me. and i also wanna thank my mum. she's great. took good care of me and she had to sleep on the chair for like 2 nights. thanks mama:) and sister too. and my dad:) and the nurses there(very nice to me)oh ya.. and i was so weak i had to be on wheelchair..and kongting and elaine push me downstairs for a walk. haha.. and they buy beancurb for me. haha.. my best friends! im like really touched:) and ongshiyan gotta go or else she can push me too. haha. i miss yoghurt place hmm:( so.. i went back today! to visit them. and to talk a walk at jp. manage to pull shiyan out of her boredom afternoon. i saved her okay. elaine also as usual. and wondering why kongting didnt come? SHE MIA ALREADY! stupid woman. left for taiwan never say bye. i couldnt contact her the whole morning. okkay, and i miss her already! and she better not buy any crappy things from taiwan back for us! i want lots of milk tea and taiwan's cup noodles are excellent! haha.. actually, i was supposed to be with kt on this trip, but i wasnt allowed to:( but another thing, i wouldnt be able to go either cos im sick. so its a draw! and i learnt my lesson. no more unhealthy food:( i dun wana get sick anymore. my arms are filled with needle bruise. and ive to go back for follow up for more blood test:( okokay, im done blogging:) oh ya, and thanks for those msgs especially from pamela to cheer me up:) okok, byebye

so long you're there

2009-03-21T01:31:00.003+08:00

4G's awesome gathering ytd. huhu! haha.. met so early with ongshiyan just for oldtown and then we soak ourselves in starbucks for like the whole day with my precious vaio and her white fujitsu. haha.. i downloaded left4dead from her yay.haha, we were there for the whole day, except a few hours where i was miserably left alone where shiyan left me for like 2 hours! haha, then i played with her com and it hanged! haha.. time past kinda fast. and i was waiting for kt's piano to end before she can join us. and we went to yogurt place to visit elaine and i bought the fruity beancurb and i made smoothie for kongting:) anyway, yogurt place's smoothies are on promotion now for BANANA, RASPBERRY, PEACH(bitch, wat we always call it) selling at only $2.60, usual: $3.20:)haha.. and then i wanted my apple yogurt drink but dunno why never get in the end. haha.. and i was super looking forward to 4g's outing. haha, and we went back to starbucks:) and i ordered a blueberry iced tea with tuna sandwiches. hah..and i played left4dead. haha! kt played most cos i dun dare to walk. haha, and she save me from tanker! huhu! and i went to get oreo cheesecake with kt for her brother:) bakerzin's oreo cheesecake at 50% off, damn worth it. haha.. and then we in the end i got ps again cos shiyan and kt left me looking after the lappys. saw nazrul from starbucks and i shouted at him. haha, then miss nitz came. and everyone else reach. there were about 30 ppl. aisyah, nadia, issy werent here:( i miss them so much.. so upset i couldnt meet up with them. alright and i didnt know who else didnt come except i knew someone said she weren't interested in our class.. ya.. whatever then.we wanted to catch "coming soon" so we bought tickets for jeslyn, kt, me, shiyan, nitz and the other two dun want in the end. so i had to treat austen for a free ticket. and dunno who the hell didnt pay for pizza.. okay, the movie scare the shit outta me, and i failed my misson to not cover my face. haha,, kt said i mission fail. movie was good except the ending. everyone died. sucks man. the guy damn cute. haha. and the worst is my phone slipped outta my pocket and i left it in the cinema. and i was already freaking out and we had to go back to the cinema, just like what happen in the show. austen made it worst by blabbering some thai words. like wtf.okay, totally enjoyed myself ytd xcept i was damn pekchek at the ending part. ahh, and im so sad im working everyday. no life at all.. feel so seperated from my frens:( sian. tml celebrating jinggie's birthday and yet elaine and me cant even go due to yogurt. sian. so sorry jinghui, cant celebrate for u. and hope u like our lil surprise and present:) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! ahh, i wanna quit yogurt place:( just finish webcaming with kt till her dad came in. haha.. post some funny pictures:)

webcam sessions with osy and el !

2009-03-18T14:17:00.004+08:00

look at shiyan and elaine'sface!

2009-03-15T01:23:00.003+08:00

work and work and work. damn pissed off with this fcking customer. act big. only buy promotion cup then so rude. curse her man. damn it. super bad and unlucky day man. tml have to wrk suntec from 9 to 3 and then start at jp 4 to closing. gosh, legs are aching. almost done with school enrolment and stuff. and this is my firstpost using my new laptop. love my new lappy! haha.. its pink and it comes with this awesomw pink lappy bag. okok bye.

still satisfied with now

2009-03-03T13:14:00.006+08:00

looked through all the photos. suddenly thought to myself, time past do fast.. and i feel my hair alot longer now. i really really miss those times. i saw the prata session photo and omg i super miss shiyan and cindy. haha, walao where u two go sia?i see kongting almost everyday so it doesnt matter. hah, and i still get scolded by her for not updating my blog. so here i am, blogging k! and aisyah pooteereeeeeee you have no idea how much i miss you. and u promised to call back.. so im still waiting ok! i got separated from elaine. she's always in the morning shift and im always at night. obviously i like night better cos there's no aunty. but it'll be better if i can work with elaine. tomorrow's my off day,.. thursday too:) oh yay, and i didnt manage to catch the flyer last week.okay, i update liao hor kongting..byebye

2009-02-26T11:54:00.005+08:00

hello. received the enrolment package already. and i don't understand abit of it. working at 4 later, elaine's working now. so long since i've met up with my bestfriends. kt's busy selling icecream everyday now and im busy working. im having lots of fun at work.. we like taking photos.

2009-02-23T13:24:00.002+08:00

huhu. im at kt's place now. she just hit me with the bottle. and i slept my whole morning at her house. hah.. breakfast in the morning with elaine and kt at ljs. so boring. i've been workiing and wrking these days. full shifts all the way.and i so want flyer with all my girlfriends. kt's practicing her piano now and im going to taiwan with her! need to ask mum first.hah. pray tat mum allow. stupid kt, she's going genting with liwen. without even asking. omg. kt can play the ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni soundtrack. i wanna learn piano!

what lies ahead of me.

2009-02-16T20:26:00.004+08:00

my 180th post. i need a direction. to carry on or to take that better path. i so want to. but i feel so different and upset. im so confused. i thought that its more normal to take the normal educational path. but i feel tortured before i even start doing something i don't even like. and everything falls back to my fcking 12 choices. what was i thinking when i chose those rubbish? but anyway, im still enjoying my slacky life now. work, earn then spend. tell me wat to do.

2009-02-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

thanks to kt.. i got free ticket to singapore flyer. and after that i heard its in the news. hah.. im so not updated.and oh yay.. i bought another HURS blouse today. kt just finished nagging and complaining to me about shiyan. and i heard about the "scandal" kt caught shiyan in.. hmm.. ongshiyan,, you're my best friend. you wont escape me.. i know what you're thinking.. and i know who's on the other line with u as well.. watch out girll.. no more psing game. offday tml. ohyay.
okay.. at least i blogged 6 lines for kt to see... there u go.

2009-02-13T22:09:00.006+08:00

love him.

hello whoever is reading! oh its valentine's day tomorow. i've got a date. a date with yogurt place. lol.. full shift tomorow. and hurray my clique of best friends are having gift xchange. this happens to those single ppl. haha.. nobody give present then give each other. haha..nvm wat. valentine day also can be best friends day. hah.. i super miss my friends.and kt and shiyan's blaming me for wrking too much. now my name change from mian bao mei to yogurt mei. hah. and the budget is 10 dollars and i have a very bad feeling bout kt's present. shit damn, bless me not to get hers. LOL. very long nvr see cindy already since th mj session. and im getting better at my job. i decorated my valentine yogurt today. show u photo later. haha. and i finally uploaded photos from my phone. still got photos from new year de. haha. im so lack of updated songs nowadays. i dun even know wht's happening around me. and shit damn it, adult fare has started. it's71 cents from jp to my house. tsk.. i keep topping money nowadays. shit shit shit. and ok im resigning to fate. nursing still after 3 failed attempts to appeal. mummy wants me to take private at SIM. but i dun wanna be in an environment with so many ppl older than me and so away from my friends. went sports day with shiyan the other day to find miss nitz. ok bye.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL LOVERS AND BEST FRIENDS OUT THERE! and kt! u owe me a dim sum session. and shiyan is gonna get ban soon!

the real you

2009-02-06T00:15:00.003+08:00

worked full shift today:) yay:) i went to give out vouchers and samples as well:) love my job yay so fun:) hah i think my working place wants to hire( i guess ppl who can work longer) oh i learn how to wash the icecream machine today yay:) and kongting is my regular customer. kengsia also got come. and nansheng and his friend also came and buy icecream from me. yay yay:) haha.. saw them at arcade during lunch. and i sold jumbo today oh yay:) haha. tml work half day. i want to buy sooo many things after i get my pay. i wanna get so many new clothes and speakers for my phone. i get to listen to my music during my work oh yay. kt is crazy. she bought stuff from options- 70+ dollars... siao..and she finished all her money already. siao one. okay, my legs are sooo aching and i wanna get a good rest. bye bye and good night.
oh ya, and i think you're going abit too far over your obsessions, you don't sound you anymore, it seems like you're pushing it too hard, trying to force yourself to believe you love it so much but it so doesnt feels like it's from your true heart.stop pushing it.

if only

2009-02-04T18:47:00.002+08:00

i quite in love with my job. though it's quite boring. we do the same things again and again everyday. but the happy thing is i keep seeing my friends. and i keep giving them free samples. haha. so if u want free samples, come to yogurt place at jp:) i work there:) and god bless me please to get my appeal successful:)my collegues there are awesome ppl, very nice to me.. and we keep treating each other:) goody:) legs are aching from ytd's full shift. another full shift day tml:( and i can keep listening to all my fav songs cos i can plug my phone there too:) yay:)

if things weren't the same

2009-02-02T20:35:00.004+08:00

im so unhappy. im so very very unhappy. everything's just so unfair, just so very unfair. it's so not fated that i get stranded into such a state. such a horrible state. shit damn it, i got into nursing. the course i would never imagine myself to get into. it wasnt even in my 12 choices. and it is 12 points away from my cop, which makes it even more unfair to me. what an arrangement. i still dun think i deserve this. everything just sucks. and my parents ain't helping me feel better.. they just continue nagging and nagging though im seriously not giving a damn. no one understands how upset i am now. sucks sucks sucks. and please oh god, bless me, bless me. see that i get into my desired course.im just working now to spend my time becos i dun wana think bout this and honestly, i rather work then go home. i dun like staying at home already, and i rather work. i hate facing all those crappy naggings that dont make me feel better.please lord, get me into my desired course.

Turn around,
Turn around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection.
Now I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection.

photos. cny friends visits.

2009-01-29T20:24:00.009+08:00

see the rats? haha.. new members of my house! cute right!

cny visits to my house! haha.. kongting,elaine,shiyan,yijin,dion,jinghui,cindy came to my house ytd morning.and we played blackjack and jinghui won everything. haha.. then we went jinghui's house and then elaine and lastly kongting's house. im like totally bloated. steamboat and yusheng! haha.. so much fun. and they insisted tat i was___. but im so not! went cindy's house today for___. haha..and we're badmintoning tml. gosh, i need to slim down!.. ate so much junk during cny.

2009-01-27T22:37:00.002+08:00

mummy

i didnt make her cry

baby adrienne is so cute!

happy chinese new year! friends are coming tml !

huhu!

2009-01-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

oh yay its new years eve! and tomorow i can wear my new clothes oh yay. haha! kt's sacked. haha! love it.. love the idea she lost her job. cos she kept laughing at me the other time. haha! and oh yay.. im looking forward to chu 3! haha.. they're coming over to my place! and then elaine's, jinggie, kt's! ahha. and ongshiyan is back likee dunno how many days earlier and she came and disturb me during work. oh anyway, im nt working anymore whoo!and elaine's leavin tml! and then im sooo addicted to left4dead im craving for it every second. and hanlong ask me go play hotel626. hah.. i dun dare la! and cindy's telling me another game where u have to take pictures of ghost or something like tat.. like eeee.. im freaking out. okay, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.

2009-01-23T13:24:00.003+08:00

hi. now im really denise
the previous post was obviously crap.
crap=kongting.
so you know who wrote it.
muahaha... now she knows my password. and i know hers too.
omg.. left4dead is totally freaking me out.. especially the boomer and the hunter and the smoker and the witch. like omg omg. its super scary when u hear the witch cry... argh..now kt's helping me continue killing.. eeeyur boomer.. i hate you and stop vomiting on me..
kt is a total bullet waster. she keeps reloading for fun.
and ongshiyan where are you! back from genting and nver text me uh..
kt's still in pyjamas.. haha! the piggy one.
and i dun love guys, and nasilemak ok, kongting!
and damn it, i've gotta work at 3..

2009-01-23T12:59:00.003+08:00

I am denise tay this year 16+.
I like to be old until 43.
I love to make frds with nasilemak guys.
I love guys.
Guys make my day.
Currently playing left4dead.
FREAKING OUT.
I'm retarded playing games.
Okay I feel retarded.
Continueing my game.
I beat an ant.
I love you.

2009-01-19T10:11:00.002+08:00

very lazy to blog these days. but anyway, i'll not missed out the great times with my dearest mates! haha.. so many events.
ok start with 4G bbq. kt, deniseyap and me were like super late. and i couldnt imagine that wenhong and the rest will wait that long. especially wenhong. got nagged when we reach. and then we took bus and then alight at some weirdo area. then walk very very long. yanjun la.. good location sia.. haha.. i better stop complaining cos i complain from the start of the bbq till all the way. ya.. so we ate alot of otah la.. dunno why order so many. then all the chicken wings all uncooked de..(wenhong cook de) haha. we couldnt catch the last bus. and then we had to take cab. so we group ourselves. me hady deniseyap and hanlong shared a cab. i was first to alight! haha.. heard the bill was 50.. hanlong paid the rest.
next.. erm.. i think is poly open house. i think naingoo would be mad at me. cos i went with other friends instead. no la, cos i nid to go dance after that.. so cant go with you all.. but we only went ngee ann. and i played the tourism game..and won the arcade voucher and goodies and keychain. i gave the voucher to shiyan.
next.. day out with elaine,shiyan,kt,cindy!
went for prata session with them in the morning at bugis. kt wanted to shop for the whole day. so we went bugis street.shiyan and kongting are like crazy shoppers k. they bought 7-8 bermudas in all k. like crazy. then dunno how to cut price also. siao. they went to the guys lane.. haha.. then cindy bought tshirt with me.then elaine ren. haha... but in th end we bought skirt. then kt and shiyan keep disappearing. and oh man.. they tried the same shirt. super cute! time passsed super fast.. then kt had to go work. and elaine and me went dance rehearsal. had so much fun with them! oh ya! we took neoprints. haha.. funny eh..
okok i gtg. Bye

2009-01-16T01:16:00.010+08:00

what we wore for dance.

crazy times!

new shaka chicken from mac! cute and nice!

ong lai trying out the cheena dress.

ong lai!(jiput)

cindy and elaine

elaine

cindy

damn cute! they tried the same shirt!

very funny!

look at kt!

ahh.. blog tml! bye

2009-01-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

havent really blog properly bout ytd. yaya, i admit i made a big fuss outside GO before i get the results. hah.. false alarm uh. ty deniseyap for getting that cute tissue holder. ty yanjun for that purse and pen. ty xiaonitz for the gift or watever u call it. okay.. my results i'll stop blaming god. perharps its partly my fault uh. forget it..i swallow everything in.

2009-01-13T10:12:00.001+08:00

damn i dun wanna work anymore. im so tired. and especially today. damn shag. and i must work later cos not enuf ppl. damn it. im so tired of everything.

2009-01-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

life sucks. i hate myself.
to even think i got 13 at first and then im that idiotic and blur to see wrong marks. now i know i've scored so bad and all im eligible for all the shitty courses.and i could even lose my results slip and have someone to pick up for me. how sucky can my life get. im so unfairly treated.

心願便利貼

2009-01-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

ages since i blogged. im like totally tired of everything. cos working is JUST SO TIRING! uh! and i was like dismissed from my job at mayson bakery becos my supervisor says the boss wants to cut cost. great. but this was job was my lucky attempt. while i was working in the school bookshop.. i heard on the radio that someone text in, in search of workers at jp. so i went to try my luck. and wahlah! i got the job. great=.= my supervisor knows the dj at 933, ya.. tats why she text in and she told me im the only one who went interview. haha.. my supervisor's a nice person. i brought home a cake on like my first day of work already. and its a blessing to be working so near kongting(babygoh-that's what she calls herself) becos she waits for me after work everyday and we take turns to get our daddies to fetch us home, although her dad fetched me more times. haha.. and she waits for me at mac everyday and get me fries. huhu! she's so nice. haha.. and we also work at the bookshop everyday in the morning till afternoon. haha, daily dose of kt and cindy. haha. okok back to being dismissed, and not fired( for goodness sake, gohkt! stop telling ppl i got fired.) dismiss's a nicer word la.. and im glad because i wasnt dismissed becos i did something wrong. and i even lied to nigel shengkai yanni they all saying that i got fired becos they came to my workplace and disturb. and he was like guilty! haha.
but now, my supervisor ask me to work again. should i? im soosoo tired already. oh ya, i havent say! i fell on my first day of work. and my butt heards terribly... the kitchen was too oily and i slipped.. it's like totally embarrassing man. and the guys there apologised for not catching me on time. hah.. my bookshop job's gonna end tml :( but anyway, im tired and lucky enuf becos im in home clothes, better than elaine low who has to wear that weirdy orange uniform to bookshop. urgh! haha.. and oh ya, elaine and my performance would be on 15, 16, 17 jan and im so not telling anyone where it is becos my biggest wish is we sing and dance in a place wherby there is no one we know there. haha, awesome.. we're singing newyr songs for charity =.= haha... tomorow's 9jan, my class bbq.. ty yanjun for organising and ordering the unfinishnable food which cost 176 dollars which is totally crazy much! working at the bookshop uh, especially when you back face the customers, they call u auntie.. but hah.. im glad that ppl call me auntie then say sorry when i turn and stare at them. haha.. except NAHYUHUI who call me aunty denise today.. argh.. i totally ignore him and serve other ppl first. haha, and kt cindy and me have lunch together everyday! haha.. and their work ends today! so the uniforms they sell.. i'll sell tml! haha.. so wwdians juniors.. buy ur uniforms from me tml ok! haha.. huhu! jiasile is hot! and im so into serial dramas these days.. i know im alil slow.. but i finally finish watchin mingzhongzhudingwoaini today! and ji cun xi is also very very cute! just like jiasile! huhu! lol.. im crazy.. im really really tired of working and searching for jobs. its so irritatin! and now im having rashes all over my body becos i think the bkshop's too dirty and im allergic or something. hmmm.. so should i work on saturday?!? i really dun feel like.. but urgh.. i dunno! and omg results on 12 jan which is like horribly next week. shit man.. phuong has a really cute hairstyle.. visited her today after like ages of not seeing her. poly open house today uh? wrk until i dunno anything.. okay.. gtg bye.. i sound so random and i clutter everything together.

2009-01-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

damn..i left my phone in kt papa car:( hands are so itchy! tsk!
i want my phone right now!!

2009-01-01T17:04:00.002+08:00

first day of 2009. must blog:)
i got another job. lol.. and im so glad im working with kt and cindy tml and elaine's just a bus away. had so much fun with them ytd. blog about it another day!
bye, i love jiasile!

so glad friends are there

2008-12-31T09:50:00.006+08:00

christmas party with cousins:)

at dance rehearsals

fooling around with dora!

haha.. their faces!

my grumpy ugly face.when kt want to snatch icecream!

the big icecream with bday girl! ohyay. my 160th post on the very last day of 2008:) and its phuong's birthday. my bookshop work started already for two days. and its still ok so far just that i dun understand why i have to buy food for them and its not a take turn thingy. damn, and since u you are troubling someone to get you food, then get something simple. and not ask me to get u bubbletea from the shop near pizzahut and then get u noodles from kenny's cafe. argh, im not ur maid lor. and you are like 4 yrs older than me eh. and great thing is im having fever.. from like 2 days ago, and im still feeling sick with the bad cough and my head weighs a ton.okay, enough of complaints. elaine was right, she got a lot of book cuts and i got it too.. cool eh, our group of friends end up working in bookshops. cos i found kongting and cindy a job and im very happy about that cos i feel rather guilty for "snatching" kongting's job. haha,so i found her the uniform job, the job that works BEHIND ME. muahaha, damn evil but at least KONGTING FOUND A JOB! haha, but then its pays even lower than mine.. but kt doesnt need money already cos she have everything. yay goody goody cos we all work in bookshops and uniforms. all back to wwss. elaine's also working at school bookshop but not wwss. yijin used to work at school bookshop also! only karmen,the fishergirl. but its kinda cool actually, sell fish.and yay, i'll be starting work in the new year,2009 on 2nd jan! together with kt and cindy who will be BEHIND ME! haha... no la, the shop behind bookshop only. haha. it was yijin's birthday yesterday and we went celebrating. elaine and me went after work and met them at jp. then we went to benten restaurant and saw liqi. so we ate there. kt's pasta doesnt loook good, haha, so too bad kt. then the long awaited "never give up" icecream came. haha, me and kt always wanted to eat that.but it serves so many we can only wait when there's more ppl. i bought yijin a happybirthday tiara. then kt throw me into walk in interviews with her at the prata sausage shop. i think the whole world got my hp number already. i left my hp number with so many shops lor.. i heard on the radio ytd afternoon that mayson's bakery in jp is hiring.. so i went to try my luck with kt. then the person only wanted 1 worker, then kt let me. she's so nice yea.. and she likes my HUHU! haha.. omg la jiasile is damn cute k. he's eyes are so amazingly shiny and he speaks with that japanese accent. omg.. damn cute. watch him, watch ONLY HIM on channel u, weekdays 7pm. ahhh! awesome! okok, back to point. ya and we went home after tat. then i reach home and dad said lets go fetch mama from work. so my sister and i went and on the way back, my cousins text us to go to fairprice xtra. haha.. that was 11 plus going 12. but fairprice xtra is 24 hrs so its damn cool. yijin, i'll be going there today with cindy.. you know what to do for us at the cashier. haha.. yijin's a cashier at ntuc.. i also want:( pays better than mine. grocery shopping is damn cool when you go super late. haha, though we didnt buy groceries. to ongshiyan, stop giving me weird phone calls from unknown numbers and ask me to guess who you are la.. and cya later! going countdown at kt's house tonight and i think staying over as well. slumber party kt? haha.. with nth lor, only bbq food. yay, i cant wait! there's boonlay countdown eh.. i saw the stage ytd when i went past.okay okay tonight's gonna be fun. okay bye.

2008-12-27T22:06:00.008+08:00

cat brought back from barcelona by my sister!

liying, new found fren who loves taking photos!

pizza i made!

liying.. even more enthu!

us again!

didnt had the chance to blog properly these days. okay.. im back from shoppppping and dance rehearsals:) and i spend my christmas well:) yay. intended to go for xmas countdown on 24th dec with my work place friend, liying! but we left earlier cos there wasnt any countdown at vivo.. then i train down with her to je and i train back to cityhall to meet elaine for supper at cafe cartel! her xmas present for me was a pack of weird looking but cute sweets. on christmas day i went for christmas lunch with my cousins! and attended my cousin's christmas party at her house at night. went phone repairing ytd.. can my phone's beyond repair:( the person say the part to charge is corroded and it'll cost a bomb to fix it. yep.. so my favourite red phone will die sooner or later.

i've got another job now at wwss school bkshop thanks to kt who rejected the call and so the aunty called me. thanks for the place kt! and to ongshiyan.. i miss u ok! u stop ur"attitude is everything" haha and pick up my calls..

oh ya oh ya.. i wanna bake tomorow.. i hope it'll succeed please.

2008-12-26T16:11:00.000+08:00

my phone's beyond repair:( its corroded:(

merry christmas!

2008-12-25T11:59:00.000+08:00

early this lovely christmas morning, my mum just had to spoil it. she's just jealous. damn it.

2008-12-23T11:30:00.002+08:00

my sister's back and she bought me clothes and shoes oh yay! haha:) cheeseng ask for movie just now with naing oo and him.. im soorry i cant make it cos i've got dance. and im glad that everything's okay. and there's this super cute new kitten soft toy at my house. my spain cousin gave it to my sister. its super cute:) and my bananamas tree's still doing well:) gosh its so bored. and i need so much songs. havent been listening to the radio for like million yrs cos earpiece's not working. make pizzas for dad and sister ytd night for supper:) my hair smells so strong of chemicals=.= okay.. im going over to my cousin's place to play with her cute lil princess:) and then im meeting elaine.
niangoo and cheeseng sorry again!

jingle bells, i can hear you.

2008-12-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

oh yay. christmas is coming. and i rebonded my hair:) and i went jobhunting with kongting and deniseyap today at jp. met dion in the morning to help him get xmas gifts. kt was damn late okay.. still dare to ask me not to be late. elaine's a work freak.. oh ya.. ong shiyan if you're reading this.. im booking u for xmas countdown ok! haha... havent seen u guys after chalet lor. and i realise today that fairpricextra from jp has all the baking things i need. oh yay! and elaine low promised me a baking session. pamela should just throw her phone aways. jp is totally infested with wwss workers.hah!hope they'll call us soon:(
dance tml= elaine! haha..
bye

smile, its easier than explaining why you're sad

2008-12-20T23:04:00.003+08:00

see the banana?

haha.. see through the hole and see kuanliang.

wanted to repair my phone today at the cj building next to imm.. but it was close:( tsk.. waste my time or i would have went somewhere further. me and elaine low wandered around jp for so long cos we dunno wat to eat... we thn decided to go old town coffee cos i know cheeseng kuanliang weiming works there.so many ppl lor.. okay.. then i saw kl eating inside.. and then he went back to work.. he cook nasi lemak eh i think. haha.. then cheeseng came after that and want to throw the cloth at me =.= i saw he clear rubbish. muahah! my noodles took so long to come=.= thn i complain to cs. haha! adzreen text me and ask if i needed a job.. if need meet at je. like so sudden..but i cant leave cos im out already. imm's quite boring.=.= anyways.. parents went to fetch me after that for dinner.. elaine needs to celebrate her granny's birthday. hah.. no one know when's my granny's birthday.. she doesnt know herself either cos she lost her birthcert during worldwar2... sad yet damn cool. haha..

okay.. bye..

btw, to all the chalet peeps, i think you're gonna laugh at me again. cos firstly, i carried that tree home.. and now second, im decorating my house with it, thirdly, my banana conquered it... so its call bananamas tree.... okay.. now you stop laughing.

wake me up from the cupboard everyday!

2008-12-20T11:16:00.002+08:00

i love goh kongting soo much becos she wakes me up from the cupboard!
and i hope she does that everyday. gosh, i miss chalet.
my pancakes failed on me again! tsk... but i kinda mastered the skills after the second pancake.. next chalet.. i make for you all..
receieve yanjun's msg ytd for another bbq gathering..at east coast on 9 jan. i tell u im broke.. i can declare bankrupt with goh kong ting already.. how to pay for bbq!? and somemore naing oo's gathering's coming up. on 31 dec? money again. im jobless again for the whole week eh.. no events this coming week. so damn it...no money.. gotta hurry get another job.. cant finish my money in atm card. tsk.. bye

photos.

2008-12-19T22:50:00.018+08:00

chubby is cute

2008-12-19T13:02:00.003+08:00

one day after im back chalet. bored i can say. super bored. i miss day 1 to day 4 and day 4 back to day 1. and tat stupid joke by nigel about boonlay to pasir ris is only 1 stop away. lol. gohkongting and her hardrock cafe bravery attempt. waking up karmen, elaine low and kt was the toughest mission. they just can't stop sleeping. ongshiyan's friendmaking tactics.. she just cant stop making friends including the bicycle rental indian uncle. they are like best friends now. they know each other's name and telephone number u know. and everywhere we go,there's ppl she know.jinggie is damn motherly..keep scolding us for messing the place. cindy is good at squeezing trees(hah.. u know wat i mean)
day 1
everyone went working except me and kongting. met her at jp and with those crazy heavy bags we took train down to pasir ris.she brought so much things i think she wins santa claus.yep and we reach the place and met kongting papa. he check in with us and drove us to white sands for awesome shopping. bought trolley full of ntuc stuff. waited for shiyan and elaine to come. they didnt buy the christmas xchange gift so we went around white sands looking for presents. me and shiyan carry the trolley up the escalator.dun think its allowed. haha.. and me and shiyan roam around while elaine and kt went gift searchin.haha! im laughing now. me and shiyan bought christmas tree and lights. candles also. cos we're having xmas party on 17 dec. kongting brought 60 candy canes and so many goodies. cab back to chalet becos there was way too much things.elaine started laughing so loudly when she saw the old looking building that was suppose to be our chalet.ok i admit it was rather horrible looking. it looks like the quarantine building with zombies living inside.okay.. and we unpack and decorated the house while watching little nonya. we hung the candy canes and set up the tree with the lights. santa claus appeared. ok.. tats kongting.. she just came back from US ma... then buy alot la.. she bought me a tshirt tat writes smile you're drunk from Las Vegas. and a mini cup tat read psycho.. for me.. and lots and lots of chocolates and sweets. waited for jinghui to reach so tat we can fetch her from the bus stop. surprise her with our xmas trees and hat. and kt had this super funny specs... we went for supper. actually wanted to cab to newton circle... bt it was too far and tat good taxi uncle advised us not to go. we had fun with the uncle as usual cos we're always tat high. shiyan is exceptionally "GOOD" with uncles in their 40s and 50s.. (you know wat i mean shiyan)shiyan almost fell in love right shiyan? and the beach and the cycling with ________ was suppose to be crzy fun but why u turn him down?!!? haha. haha.. im still laughing...ok ok back to taxi uncle.. the uncle was rather fun and he drove us around to search for food.. he drove us to somewhere near geylang for prata.. he's really nice.. our cab fare so ex.. he discount us... after prata went back for poker game and overnight gossip session.. chattted till around 6 in the morning then we all fell asleep..ok.. day 1 ended and day 2 for us started in about 4 hrs..
day 2
woke up and i make hashbrowns and another failed attempt of pancakes.so we make do with pancakes. had alil argument on where to go. jinghui and shiyan was neutral. elaine and me wanted kbox. kt wanted escape.. so the final desicion was klunch first and then escape. kbox was the funniest session ever.. as usual shiyan kongting never sang!until i pick songs for them.. and the only successful song they sand was WE WILL ROCK YOU. damn funny.. im still laughing now.i rap and they sang chorus.. damn funny especially kongting. haha..i pick do re mi and chinese new yr songs for them but they reject.hhaha damn funny.. i recorded a very noisy version of them singin. anyway.. its just totally funny. then went to escape and we went to go kart first. this time, i didnt "langa" but jinghui did. queue for almost an hour lor.. then saw shuqin there.. after go kart, we went for the log ride..omg my first time.. and i thought super long before i went for the ride.. cos im freaked out by the highnest.jinghui withdrew automatically cos she didnt wanna get wet. here comes the dilemma.. if i sit infront, i wont get wet but its more scary.. if i sit behind, i get alot wetter but not as scary.. so i thought very long.. and i decided to sit behind. i think i rather get wetter.. haha.. so i was screaming my way with elaine and wah la..i got super wet and she didnt. haha.then went fo family coaster and viking. they went for yakult ride and the UFO one.. so i stood below and wait.. i didnt are.. inverter was close. (lucky). haha. then went to haunted house.. elaine and me very scared. and sttupid kongting shiyan ps us immediately when we went in.. poor jinghui was being cuddled by me and elaine.. haha.. me and elaine snatch jinghui lor.. haha.. then we stood there screaming cos we didnt dare walk.. then shiyan kt came back. herh.. always like tat one.. then i close my eyes, and bend down.. i didnt even loook up.. so i was blindly holding on to jinggie so tightly with elaine. the journey seem alot longer this time and i dunno wat happen inbetween. i just knw i knock onto someting from my back.. and then i fainted.. lol, just jking.. i didnt la.. i continue screaming in pain..ok.. i really hurt my back.. it was cut or something.. okay... after escape,me and elaine went for dance rehearsal. it ended rather late then we rush back to chalet.. they met us at white sands cos we need to fetch karmen.. and i needed to do bank transfer... but the bank transfer was rather doubtful.. i was afraid my money got cheated.. so in th end i didnt agree to bank transfer.. and blah blah blah... ok so we went back to chalet and something happen... so they all slept except elaine me and shiyan.. shiyan was busy making frens again, hhah.. so she went bike riding with her cousins. then me and elaine sat outside throughout the night drinking.. and i was suppose to be drunk... becos i sounded like one.. but i wasnt cos it wasnt even alcohol..haha..yep.. and we went on phones and chatted through the night... till like 4 to 5 plus.. then shiyan came back and dunno left again.. haha.. so me and elaine fell asleep.. then shiyan didnt even come back. that strong woman.. haha.. so.. day 2 ended. and day 3 started in about 5hrs.
day 3
hello day 3.. u can imagine how tired i was ok.. cos i didnt have enuf sleep for the past 2 days.day 3 was movie day.. we went to tampines for movie bolt.. met cindy and we bought 6 tickets and there was a free boit soft toy which is rather big.. shiyan got it =.=.. sad for us.. cos no dog for us.. but its super cute ok.. and i bought the combo with the super big coke tumbler.. haha. pop corn was too much.. but anyway.. after movie we gotta rush back to chalet cos the bbq food might come. met nigel at white sands and we bought some last min stuff. oh ya,.. i miss out something.. during the movie.. kongting name all the characters.. haha..bolt is elaine.. im mittens.. kongting's penny. cindy is damn poor thing.. she's the carrot that bolt bites and play with.. jinghui's the hamster. shiyan got the movie chair tat's like stimulator ride. can bend forwrd and change gear. haha.. she had to support th chair all the way.movie was cute and expected. okok.. back to whitesands.. thn we went to buy ice and i took elaine a bottle of dog shampoo since she's bolt. haha. okok.. then we cab back to chalet. me and kt went to do the sotong.. okkok and we waited for ppl to come. naingoo adzreen benedict jeslyn dionysia reach shortly..the bbq food also. cs they all all fly our kite. nvm.. then i fried the fries and nuggets and bring them down.. thanks cindy for helping me. okok.. bbq was full of burnt food. haa. and bbq ended super early and i feed the cats becos i want them to treat me nicer. but jinghui forbidded us from talkin to cats cos its creepy. yep so we cleared up and went up. next.. our christmas party!haha.. we lighted the place with the pathetic few candles. and we had our gift exchange... karmen got kt's present. damn poor thing. kt anyhow buy some ugly looking guy poker card. haha.. cant stop laughing.kongting got elaine's present.. pens=.=.. nigel got my present.. notebook and card.. cute ok!haha.. and i got karmen's present.. disney land's chocolates! haha.. jinghui got shiyan's present.. damn poor thing.. menstrul pads from shiyan.lol. shiyan got cindy's present.. some stand tat u can clip things on. and cindy got nigel's present.. a cup with spoon. haha.. super fun. and we had carol singing(sounds nicer) no.. actuaaly we just bomb the song. ok.. then we started out poker game.. new game i learn from nigel.. its call qiang chai chan. fun fun.. then we gave out presents to the winners. all gifts were sponsered by kt and i sponsered the supposing ultimate loser gift.. the DIY sushi making kit. lol.. loser meh.. i like leh. lol.. haha.. as usual im bad at such games so i didnt win anything=.=ok.. more programs coming.. night cycling after the games.. cycled to downtown east and play cards at mac.. only had 3 dollars and we bought 3 drinks.. we continued a new game about the asshole and king thing.. very fun.. i was king for once or twice.. elaine and jinghui kept getting the asshole..okok.. then we cycled to redhouse..and only the outside.. i swear i wouldnt go in. but its my first time there.. and i suggest elaine get a four wheel bike.. haha.. then we went back to chalet.. and i fry wedges.. hah. its like midnight 4 and we ate wedges..super tired already.. then me elaine nigel went for somemore cycling cos we wanna watch sunrise. yep.. my butt hurts alot.. cos of the bike. yep.. we couldnt find the exact spot for the sunrise.. so we just settled down on the bench and i fell asleep.. i miss the rise.. lol.. but anyway.. we couldnt see anything.. it was so cold out there cos its near the beach... went back to chalet.. day 3 didnt end.. cos day 4 started immediately. i didnt sleep a wink.
day 4
reach chalet.. and i crash onto the bed grapping every minute to sleep before check out.. nigel shiyan elaine left first.. and th rest continued cleaning.. so much junk. i hate last day. and here comes th problem. who would bring the tree home? and a whole bag of food. hah.. so i carried th tree and thought on the way whether to chunk it or bring it home.yep and the whole bag of food.. karmen took it. cindy's th super free one.oko.. then long journey home.. i slept on the train.. yep and we reach jp for lunch at the lailai restaurant. sucks man.. the service is super slow.. we waited i think half an hour for the food to come.. and its expensive as well..okok.. tats all for chalet.. i needed sleep so much i rush home to sleep.. cos i still have a wedding dinner to attend at night. yep.. and im super bored right now..
omg.. my post is damn long.. and i started posting since i think 4 hrs ago?its like 4.30 already.
okay.. shiyan's waiting for me to finish posting.. there are lots of photos.

chalet with my dearest pals:)

2008-12-18T14:59:00.002+08:00

yay im back from chalet and my bones are breaking becos im suffering from butt cramps after cycling too long for like the whole midnight till morning.didnt sleep at all ytd. midnight cabbing out for supper was cool and those gossips sessions till midnight updated me on lots of things.okay.. im so lazy to blog already.. blog another day:)bye
gotta go catch some sleep.