If you ask me..

if you ask me, i'll say i miss you guys. and the sad thing is i want but i cant. and i bet you guys feel the same. everyone's occupied at at least 2 areas and we miss each other at the same time. but to neglect one side and satisfy the other side is a tough thing to do. but again, we still miss the times. new people keep appearing in our life and it feels like everytime there's someone new, someone old would be forgotton. i hate this. i miss you guys. and i miss the other guys too. im greedy. i want to have you all.

im updating. because shiyan and kt wants me to.

努力

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你爱你这个决定虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

course posting is out. i got into ee. i dont feel anything. i dont even wanna get into any engineering course anyway. so whatever, i study wat you give me. 2 and a half years from now, i can get my hands off anything got to do with engineering.
im so looking forward to tml:)

看不见你的笑, 我怎么睡得着

letmehopefor:
all the good things come to an end:)

Sacrifice

there was a blind girl
who hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone,
except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'
One day,
someone donated a pair of eyes to her.
When the bandages came off,
she was able to see everything,
including her boyfriend.....
He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world,
will you marry me?' The girl looked at
her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her.
She hadn't expected that.
The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a
note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes,
my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

hate the weekends. its like pushing myself into fire and burnt myself although i know its gonna hurt. despite knowing all the pain, i force myself to go inside really deep.. and deeper each time. and time keep dragging, and im soon turning into ashes.