so close, never again

i don't feel guilty or sorry anymore because you always react like this. you changed and i swear that's not my fault. you start to create problems for yourself and then put on that front for me to apologise again. im not doing tat anymore because i don't deserve this. afterall, im older and i ought to get tat respect. i have a very bad feeling about your future now, and i hope u realise tat watever i warn you about the people you hang out with will soon get into your head. i don't just speak from my butt and mean nothing. i know more than u i swear. i remember how we joke and laugh over silly things last time when you haven't been this way. so i say again. i want to be friends with the old d, not the new d. And the agreement to share the presents and the cake. i believe, they're gone. those awesome moments with choir, i sure miss.. but i'm unsure if you think the same anymore.