Monday, February 2, 2009

if things weren't the same

im so unhappy. im so very very unhappy. everything's just so unfair, just so very unfair. it's so not fated that i get stranded into such a state. such a horrible state. shit damn it, i got into nursing. the course i would never imagine myself to get into. it wasnt even in my 12 choices. and it is 12 points away from my cop, which makes it even more unfair to me. what an arrangement. i still dun think i deserve this. everything just sucks. and my parents ain't helping me feel better.. they just continue nagging and nagging though im seriously not giving a damn. no one understands how upset i am now. sucks sucks sucks. and please oh god, bless me, bless me. see that i get into my desired course.im just working now to spend my time becos i dun wana think bout this and honestly, i rather work then go home. i dun like staying at home already, and i rather work. i hate facing all those crappy naggings that dont make me feel better.please lord, get me into my desired course.

Turn around,
Turn around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection.
Now I can't speak,
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection.

1 comment:

Pamela said...

(: God Bless You.
Cheer Up Denise.
Pamela's here for you.
even if not physically,
spiritually will make do too.
(: