so blessed to have my friends.

im back! from from from...the hospital! haha, MIA these days cos i was hospitalized :( boo. was rather sick. sick since last sat.. then it worsen and then i've to be admitted. took so much of my blood:( my arms are bruised already. and then i couldnt eat and i have to put on the drip. kept on puking and giddy spells. okay, and im alot better now. haha.. and becos of this, i missed jinghui's birthday celebration:( so sorry jinghui. and then i miss the cake making session also. staying in the hospital was terrifying. you meet all kinds of people. and this is scary. my whole ward was full of old people. and i'm really out of place. i got admitted at like 4 midnight, so its scarier when its dark. the doctor came the next day and becos i was feeling pain in my stomach, plus all the vomitting, they suggested i do a scope. scope SUCKS. its inserting a camera tube through my mouth into my stomach and check things out. they suspect a stomach ulcer. shit it man. i was scared out of my wits. i did the scope thingy on wed. early in the morning, they came to bring me. i was all alone and i was freaking scared. i was crying like hell. haha, and then i vomitted. think i was overly freak out. they sedated me. but i was still conscious during the scope. damn it, i thought i wasnt suppose to feel anything. thought i should be "sleeping"but i felt it. and then it was done in like 5 minutes. then they sent me back. and i continued crying. haha.. but i felt very uncomfortable after it, so i kept crying. and i broke record. i didnt eat anything for 4 days. i puked out everything i ate. hospital's food was horrendous, although i dunno why the granny opposite me ate like she never ate any food before. yep, and so many bad things happen.and then and then, on wed night, the granny next to me passed away. see! its tat bad. and the granny opposite me had a heart attack. okay, but the most blessful thing did happen. my awesome friends came to visit me:) im was like super touched. although they tried to lie to me bout some crappy things. but then.. THEY CAME! and i was overjoyed. shiyan, boonying, kongting and elaine came and they one by one said 1)WHAT 2)ARE 3)FRIENDS 4)FOR? OMG LA.. they are like the sweetest friends heaven ever gave me. and then i didnt feel so sick anymore. and ongshiyan bought me some fish essence.lol, dunno how to eat. and then they damn crappy. they bought fruits. like 1 each. 1 apple, 1 dragonfruit and dunno what. and elaine's mum made me herbal tea. and my best gift is the cake they made from icing room!the get well soon cake. omg my friends are like super awesome.so they made things alot alot better for me. and i also wanna thank my mum. she's great. took good care of me and she had to sleep on the chair for like 2 nights. thanks mama:) and sister too. and my dad:) and the nurses there(very nice to me)oh ya.. and i was so weak i had to be on wheelchair..and kongting and elaine push me downstairs for a walk. haha.. and they buy beancurb for me. haha.. my best friends! im like really touched:) and ongshiyan gotta go or else she can push me too. haha. i miss yoghurt place hmm:( so.. i went back today! to visit them. and to talk a walk at jp. manage to pull shiyan out of her boredom afternoon. i saved her okay. elaine also as usual. and wondering why kongting didnt come? SHE MIA ALREADY! stupid woman. left for taiwan never say bye. i couldnt contact her the whole morning. okkay, and i miss her already! and she better not buy any crappy things from taiwan back for us! i want lots of milk tea and taiwan's cup noodles are excellent! haha.. actually, i was supposed to be with kt on this trip, but i wasnt allowed to:( but another thing, i wouldnt be able to go either cos im sick. so its a draw! and i learnt my lesson. no more unhealthy food:( i dun wana get sick anymore. my arms are filled with needle bruise. and ive to go back for follow up for more blood test:( okokay, im done blogging:) oh ya, and thanks for those msgs especially from pamela to cheer me up:) okok, byebye