happy birthday elaine! thanks for being by my side this period of time, i really needed it.


its only day 5 today. :( do you know how much i miss you? no matter how i try to keep myself busy, you cant get outta my mind. i survived today but screw myself. i have another week awaiting me. im afriad i cant do this anymore. yesterday you misunderstood me, do you know much you broke my heart. i never wanted to stalk you, i just needed to know you were fine.

i just hope one day we can put down the barriers in our heart and start facing each other again